Posts tagged self hate

She was tormented, by her past. Every breath she took reminded her of that evil once close to her. She desists from it all in hopes that it would soon abate. It persists to linger behind her. Everywhere she goes a sweet silence follows. She wonder’s why so much temptation to be around defectiveness. Perhaps part of the explanation is due to a blunder she ended up feeling this way. She wrote; “everything happens for a reason”. She looks like a robot. No she is one, Emotionless and careless like one. Don’t move it’s painless. That’s what they all say and to be frank it’s perfect. What sums you up as a person; blithe no far from apoplectic. It’s in the vast middle to be candid. She lives with insecurities far to great to vanquish. She’s being drained. Perhaps she is climbing the walls of insanity or riding the waves of despair. If she falls it won’t matter. There is no one around to care. Watching freedom is painful. Strength is questionable and weakness expectable.

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